here i STAND today
FACING you upfront
SOMETHING i had to do
for something i had DONE
yes i KNOW
CRYING is not the way
and i realise this is not FUN
but WHAT can i do
life's been so UNDONE
yes i knew you were RIGHT
yes i knew i was WRONG
up all the WAY through
from the place where WE begun
YES i was wrong
so DAMN what ?
why should i ALWAYS be right ?
in this damn f#$&ed up WORLD
yeah YEAH yeah
i know what THEY say
they say am CROOKED
but NONETHELESS are they
oh yeah TRUE
thats not WHO i am
and you know this COZ
you ACTUALLY know who i am
i know am not PERFECT
you know neither is GOD
may be thats what the PROBLEM is
may be thats where we LOST
may be i was my WORST enemy
may be i was just SCARED
scared of RESENTMENT
becoming my own DESPAIR
yes i know we didnt PLAN this
then again who can plan LIFE ?
life is always a STRUGGLE
and thats why we call it a FIGHT
belief trust and LOVE
was all you ever SHOWERED
and LOOK what i gave you
being such a COWARD
wish i was STRONGER
when i TRULY needed to be
now that the TIME has past
i have finally become a MAN that is me
dont know what i MEANT to you
DONT even know what i meant to me
all i know is you meant a LOT
although that i FAILED to see
yes i was BLIND
from the beginning till the END
coz what i was truly DOING
was just following a fake TREND
this false PRETENSE i walked with
was what had DRIVEN me blind
NOW that i can see
i am trying to REALIGN
no i dont care if the WORLD's reading
read ALL that i have wrote
just be sure to READ the sorry
that is all what i HOPE
never would have been GLOOMY
never would have even TRIED
but what could i DO
you never CAESE to FLOURISH from my eye
yea i know FORGIVENESS is difficult
yea i know its so HARD
but if there is ANYONE in the world
you are the ONLY one who can try
they say EVERYTHING HAPPENS for a reason
and they say the ultimate REASON is FATE
but fate is an EXCUSE,just to VINDICATE
thay say time is the greatest HEALER
they say TIME forgives all
may be thats why you should FORGIVE me
for the sake of the time when we ENTHRALLED
knowing WHO you really are
you really wouldn't CARE
but may be you KNOWING who i really am
might help you forgive my ERR
yeah those were LOUSY excuses
which shouldn't make SENSE at all
but i couldn't find better ALIBIS
to make you COMMEND MY FAULT
